sometimes this is how I feel - just like the black string in this picture - all over the place.
we all have issues right and as human beings we always will....
I guess in my life, my issue is TRUST....
TRUST - TRUST - TRUST
honestly do I really like that word?
sometimes I wish I could just hide under a shell and just stay there and not deal with people. not sure if you have felt like this at one time or another.
who can you really trust now a days, even people that you care about sometimes disappoint.
believe me I have been through some major disappointments in my life especially by people that I truly cared about and really trusted... so in a way the word TRUST is not a word I really like at all.
a good friend of mine told me today that I just need to look for that person - YOU WILL FIND THAT PERSON ANGIE! Really and when? Do I have to go through a few people at a time and examine them before I find those individuals that I can really trust. wish LIFE was a bit easier.
right about now living on GILIGANS island sounds good to me! gosh if I was there would I really want to find a way back to civilization?
so today is another day, get up, dust yourself off Angie and just continue the journey, put that smile on your face and let everyone believe that you are always calm and collected....
don't let them see that sometimes your insides are unraveled like the black string in the picture above!
for many years before I got married and had my first born pictured below in green, I really thought I would never be able to have children.
